ok, i have come off "the ledge" so to speak.
i talked to Jeff for a long time yesterday and he made me feel lot better about feeling like i have to save everyone. he reminded me that everyone is in charge of their OWN destiny. i can say whatever i want and i can do whatever i want but ultimately it is up to the other person.
DUH.
i know this.
but it didn't sink in until yesterday.
and my other feeling...the one that no one is on my side and all of that...well, unfounded. Jeff is always there. he was wonderful. he knew something was wrong and he came to me to talk it out.
i guess sometimes i just need a good talk.
today my dad and brother in law are coming to take all the tools back from the weekend of projects. should be a quiet day today and i am looking forward to spending the day with my Jeff.
oh! and here is my beautiful new porch!
Tuesday, October 2, 2012
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